life is amazing

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Yesterday I was in such good mood for blogging, on the verge of resetting up a new blog. In the end I didn't but it was alright. At least it's been done now. Time seriously flies in school that I don't know how to describe it. And there's this maths test tomorrow. Grr. Obviously I've been lagging behind again, drowned in that sea of incomplete tutorials. It feels sad. I hate it cos my parents trust me so much; they gave me a lot of freedom and also the permission to go on this overseas trip that might have been impossible. By God's grace, the impossible became possible. And it shall be proven again, in the area of studies, the impossible shall become possible. AMEN!

After this semester there would be the special term, which should be a long holiday for me if not for my friends who are all considering to clear some modules during the S term. I didn't think so much of it. After exams, it's supposed to be holidays? And holidays should be spent on enrichment courses, some shopping sprees, more fellowship with the people around me, and also to find a job to earn some quick bucks! Who would have thought of studying even during the special term... After all, when I pass all my subjects this semester, I'd have cleared 4 electives which is ahead of most people who only cleared 2. Though the minor part does make me worry a little... Additional 3 modules aw. Still, after seeing what is being offered this S term, I'm pretty interested in languages, especially the Korean class. It has been something that I want to take since JC/secondary times, with that Korean wave that struck here long ago. Here's a chance, 'free' cos it's been included in the humongous fees so shouldn't I try to apply for it? After weighing the pros and cons, like inability to take up an office-hour job, it still leaves me unsure of whether to apply or not. It's 50% chance of getting a place in the course anyway. Yea maybe no harm trying. Whether I get it or not depends on whether God wants to grant it to me or not... Korean class/job(extra income)? Hard decision.

To add on, it's a lonely evening today. A totally opposite from last Tues when four groups of people approached me for dinner. It's a total disappointment today with no one is available for dinner. Sigh. But thank you Jesus for my neighbour yingy. She sent me a sms asking if I wanted dinner at the most crucial moment. Becos Easter is so near, many cell groups are actually fasting today and I was so tired that I fell asleep on the bed. When I woke up it was total madness. Actually thought it was morning already -.- Then the hunger pangs hit me, making me so blur in the head, and my head was really spinning very badly. Alas 30 minutes later and came a knock on my door. My bbq chicken set meal!!! It's Korean food, lol. Now I wonder if there's any link between the class and the food. Gobbled it up immediately and now I feel so contented and satisfied and I can only say 'Thank you JESUS!' and also to yingy(:

Now OEC is confirmed. Korean class is unconfirmed. Year 2 streaming is unconfirmed. MY prayer frequency needs to go up! And I'm all excited for the Easter production. My head is no longer spinning, no dizziness. Clear in the mind! WOOHOO.

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